Sleeping has been a disaster lately. During past few weeks I noticed my nights I slept less every night. Last night I've been lying in my bed awake all night, the night before I managed to catch nearly 2 hours. At first I went out of bed, back to my pc, whenever I couldn't sleep. The last few nights I decided not to, since my body needs its rest too. Instead I stayed in bed and tried to rest as much as I could.
Nights such as these are long, thoughts passing through my head, next trying to silence them and hoping sleep will arrive. Nearly every sound distracts except for the ticking of the clock. I'm quite aware of the amount of time that's passing, something I can't seem to do during the day-time. Perhaps the most annoying part is the songs playing in my head, I find it hard to silence them, they're stronger than regular thoughts.
I know I need my sleep, without it I'm living in a fog. Perhaps not exactly a fog, but the world get more unreal. This morning I got up and immediately went to buy some sleep inducing meds. I hope they work, we'll see. I've probably forgotten all this in a few hours, so this is more for myself than you. :)
